Were you there?

i expected you to show up in the morning, at least through a small msg in my inbox, you didn't do so, quiet a number of times.
I wanted you to be asking me whether I had food all the three times of the day or not, you didn't ask for it !
I thought at least in the evening you'll be there with me over the phone at least when I travel back home in the evening. You didn't
Did you forget me?
Did you not care for me these days?
😇
Yess honey...!
I did miss you...ALL THESE DAYS.
It's only, that I couldn't keep in touch with you as I wanted and as you would have liked me to.
But...I was writing this (what you're reading right now...)...😇
I had "YOU" in my mind all through.
Even when the class goes on, one way or another I get connected to you. When I'm traveling (even for a short distance, but...) I miss you...because We have been traveling together number of times....holding hands together.
I didn't realise where my day went when I was with you...I wish the day never ended!!!!
I was always thrilled with the mere fact that I'm going to be with you for coming three days. Only now I know how pathetic it is to be away for three days from you. A call a day isn't enough honey. 🙂
कभी यूँ भी तो हो, कि मैं याद करूँ और तू आये!
😇
I'll be back soon...
Do you know what comes to my mind these days...? i think this distance also makes it stronger for us...it propels us to reach each other as soon as possible. It shows the intensity of longing that we have for each other.... I love you.

...m i doing so...? Good to think

...there comes a phase in everyone's life when you've got to think of others too!
And may be for that, one has to face a little criticism also. People (your own people) may fail to understand you, just like you do...at times...or may be quite often.
Guts are needed to decide upon things sometimes. Maybe it makes more meaning at times, NOT TO BE THERE, as a chasing shadow or the pain in the ass. And when you let it loose, it actually brings you closer.
Maybe happiness is what you were trying to get but you loose it because you want the other person to be happier.
So more and more we talk about such things...it actually takes you to a journey towards yourself. It lets you come out of your ego n let's you live for them even better.
May be you find em may be you won't, but in any situation...JUST DONT STOP LOVING...
और अब पूछ के देखो खुद से...ये ही तो चाहिये...और कुछ नहीं।

बस इतना हो . . . के. . .

ख़ामोश था मैं मगर कुछ यूँ हुआ, के तूने जलज़ला सा ला दिया बियाबान में।
इस बियाबान सी ज़िन्दगी को आदत है अब तेरी, बस यूँ हो के...तूझे याद करुँ, और तू सामने हो मेरे।

पर याद तो तब आऐ कि जब तुझे भूल सकूँ मैं, मेरी तो सोच भी तुझसे शुरू और ख़त्म भी तुझपे।

अब और ना तरसा मुझे यूँ ख़बर ना ले कर मेरी, मैं आज हूँ मगर जान ले...के... ये ज़िन्दगी ना हो जाए... ख़त्म सी मुझपे...

बस इतना हो...के...तू हो। बस...

Priorities

I often hear people complaining from each other about keeping in touch...(especially about visiting or communicating through calls or texting etc.) Every time people hear these complaints, respond by saying "I'm sorry I was busy...", "My job sucks I'm always busy, I deal with clients so....", etc.
(I never quite understood why of it.)
Non of these responses convince the one who complaints. Why? Because one way or the other we all respond to someone like this.
Thus...we get this may not be true. It simply doesn't make any sense that someone doesn't get a few seconds to respond to your dear ones. This isn't genuine at all. (Exceptions are always possible...mind what I say... Exceptions, And exceptions don't happen everyday.)
So what is it then..? What makes people come up with such excuses?
Well...I thought about it and my hunch is that it's a matter of Priorities...that's it.
We prioritize the things or people who we value, who we are afraid of loosing.

We care and we support our relationship as n when needed. Everyone is wise enough to know when you may loose, and when to put a full stop, on what, and when to give up everything that is an obstacle and let the people experience that you CARE☺️

When our priorities shift ... We are vulnerable enough to loose some of our important things in life. We sometimes don't realize it till we actually loose them. It's too sad to see someone loosing something valuable.
We cry over a little things too if we loose them.
Heyy...if these are PEOPLE ...(especially those who care...)...Move your ass and get back to them...do whatever it takes...because people matter in our lives. .
Well, we may even prioritize the things that matter to them...their expectations...because we value them...we value all that they do...

That's how it is...why...? Because we love, n we want to be loved. When we love them...they're always the focus.

We live WITH THEM...we live FOR THEM