Friday 13 January 2017

Dont kill it...make it !



Every now n then I used to be strong in believing that we love. We just knew each other, but not so deep. But, as we started to know each other well, closer n closer, we came across a slightly or completely a different person. Well this is real s/he, and I m not so much acquainted with this new person.
This person has certain habits, ways of doing things which I may not like. I react...the other person also does the same...(so to say... defending one's own argument). When this comes in relationship it starts to take a different shape altogether because proving oneself better than the other isn't love, it's the game called "who's right!". And most of the time one thinks s/he is right and the other person is all wrong. It doesn't build up relationships it pushes away people from one's life.
U know what...life is too short to fight...spend it to love...n live...
Listen to their pain... complaints...n say yours too. But keep in mind you don't have to say all...right now...say the right thing at the right time.

Monday 2 January 2017

...an evening in goa...

...Moon almost half ... statue of Jesus with hands stretched out...the hill in front ... Light house on it...giving hope to people ...not only in the sea but also to the ones who are sitting at the roof top (me)...cool breeze is blowing...
I'm here in goa 2500 kms away from my house. There are these ships in the sea...waiting for the dawn to move.
I'm missing you here. I am here.
Maybe you'll visit this place one day...you'll witness this surrounding...all what is here...and if possible then be here at this hour...or else in the evening when the sun sets...it's beautiful but except one thing... That I only hope to be with you here...but I actually am not...and imagine the pain one would feel if the one you miss...is fed up of your stupidity...
S/he is looking for a perfect person...I'm not...😢
One day when I am no more...when I'm desolve in this nature...when I'm free of all the fear ... You will look for me that day...I may not be found...I'll only be in your memories...depends...good or bad...or stupid.
This moon is no more beautiful for me...nothing is attractive here...tu khush ni h naa mujhse....kya karu...sab galat hi ho jata h mujhse. So it is justified when you say that I'm an idiot. You are right.
I am ... See ! Even now I'm busy thi king of you...I am smiling even now when i see your hand in mine in that pic...
How idiotic it is you see.
Sone ka waqt ho gya actually..