...an evening in goa...

...Moon almost half ... statue of Jesus with hands stretched out...the hill in front ... Light house on it...giving hope to people ...not only in the sea but also to the ones who are sitting at the roof top (me)...cool breeze is blowing...
I'm here in goa 2500 kms away from my house. There are these ships in the sea...waiting for the dawn to move.
I'm missing you here. I am here.
Maybe you'll visit this place one day...you'll witness this surrounding...all what is here...and if possible then be here at this hour...or else in the evening when the sun sets...it's beautiful but except one thing... That I only hope to be with you here...but I actually am not...and imagine the pain one would feel if the one you miss...is fed up of your stupidity...
S/he is looking for a perfect person...I'm not...😢
One day when I am no more...when I'm desolve in this nature...when I'm free of all the fear ... You will look for me that day...I may not be found...I'll only be in your memories...depends...good or bad...or stupid.
This moon is no more beautiful for me...nothing is attractive here...tu khush ni h naa mujhse....kya karu...sab galat hi ho jata h mujhse. So it is justified when you say that I'm an idiot. You are right.
I am ... See ! Even now I'm busy thi king of you...I am smiling even now when i see your hand in mine in that pic...
How idiotic it is you see.
Sone ka waqt ho gya actually..