Growing older...

...Places I've been...N people I've known...
Comes at time to my mind...I'm getting old...Inside...Chasing setting sun...!

निगाह

आंख झरोखा है जिससे होकर रूह झांकती है बाहर...देखती है और खुश हो जाती है कभी, तो कभी धोखा भी खा बैठती है, क्योंकि जो दिख रहा है शायद वो नहीं निकला जो लगा कि शायद वही है।

आंखे ही हैं जो दिमाग के चलाये चलें और चलाएं भी दिमाग को। देख लेती हैं वो सब जो है सामने और जो दिख रहा है।
मगर कुछ ऐसा भी है जो ना देख पाती हैं और इसी बहाने रो कर साफ हो जाया करती हैं कई मर्तबा। (कई दफा/कई बार)
सुनी है मैंने कहानी उस बच्चे की जिसे सबकुछ, हरकोई अच्छा लगता 

एक बात तो है कि जब आंखें ना पहचान पाएं तो दिल ही है जो कुछ इल्म रखता है कि क्या है जिससे तुम रूबरू हो!
एक आवाज़ होती है हमेशा कहीं दूर दिल में जो बता रही होती है कि ऐसा कर ले!, मगर फिर भी हैम वो कर बैठते हैं जो दिल ने गवाही नहीं दी करने को।
शायद हम बिल्कुल नई चाहते उस आवाज़ को सुनना मगर सच तो ये है कि ज़्यादातर वो अंदरूनी आवाज़ शायद हमारी आंखों से भी बेहतर देख पा रही होती है...दिल है।
कर लिया अगर यकीन थोड़ा सा और थोड़ा वक़्त अगर ले लिया कुछ चीज़ों को अंजाम देने से पहले तो शायद बेहतर हो जाये आने वाला वक़्त !

...let go... Passenger...thinking while traveling ...!

...the past is the past...the future is not yet...
You're willing to forgive... may be one you'll forget...
darling isn't it worth a try...worth a try when...
yesterday's gone and tomorrow isn't here...days they're long but how quickly they disappeare...
If learn to let go...so when the pathway becomes so clear...
Darling need that worth a try ...worth a try to see black or blue...perhaps it is just a point of view...Or may be this one is done to you my friend...An u know...
For these moments that have gone...It's so much still to be...Everyday that passes is just a rain drop on the sea...If you learn to let go... maybe one day you'll be free...
Darling need that worth a try ...An need  worth a try to see...Black from blue...Perhaps it's just a point of view...Or may be this one is done to you my friend...

कभी सोच मुझे...मैं वही हूँ

कभी अपनी आंखों को चकाचौंध से बचा कर देख...कोई है जो तेरे खयाल में हाथ बांधे लम्हा लम्हा कर कई घंटे गुज़ार देता है।

सोचता है कि कभी यूं भी तो हो कि मेरी हर लापरवाही या ग़लती के अलावा भी जो एक इंसान है मुझमें, उससे तू रूबरू हो जाये अगर फुरसत मिले तो।

अब तो रुसवाइयों से भी फर्क नई पड़ता मुझे किसी की, क्यूंकि मैं तो हर वक़्त इस गफलत में हूँ कि उसे मनाने और दिल, दिमाग, और पूरे ज़ेहन से मोहब्बत करने में कोई कमी ना रह जाये बस...!

Its when you...

When you've things to share nobody to talk to, it's when you're life's in a mess and no hope to count on, it's when you want to dial up to someone but the unfortunate step you take is, that you stop from calling up to that person because no more that person is interested in you
You're left alone to deal with your own stuff, created by yourself.
That's the time your life takes a turn to walk down the corridors of haunting memories when you had them walking right beside you.
You cry every time you miss that person. Actually you just can't get them out of your head at all.

What if...!

Got up this morning, checked phone, a smile popped up...(yeah...you know why...), prepared coffee, made plans...Etc, a normal day started.
Happiness all around but what if it all disappears.

Let go...! Of things...

Often we have seen people in despair and sorrow. We also have seen people breaking down because someone did something that the person didn’t like. People go through hurt feelings and sometimes end up in drastic decisions made and destroy their own life because it doesn’t let you be free. It drags one into negativity. Once the person develops negative feelings towards other person, s/he stops enjoying (in actual sense “living”) life.

O wait a minute…! Actually when I say about “people”, it could be you or (definitely) I too.
I’ve decided to ‘let go’ of the things that bug me or get me angry or disappointed. Things are connected with certain people. And which things bother you the most? The things which are done to you by the people who are closer to you, the people whom you love.
And if you don’t let go of the things done wrongly by the people you love. You will miss them in the bargain because you can’t connect with them fully because that “wrongness” is always attached to them.
Forgiveness is the key to Relate better and Love More…
(I am trying to live it ! All the best to you !)