Said it exactly as it is now...!

A silent tear
An empty smile,
So insincerely, but so gently in denial
And me the thief
So selfishly
All the moments meant for you, I made them mine

How was I, so blind to miss you, crumbling inside?
Is it too late now to fix you? Let me make it right!
'Cause there'll be no sun on Sunday
No reason for words to rhyme
'Cause if you're bleeding, so am I

A wishful look
A hesitate,
You're hoping I will notice that you're not OK
And me a fool
You turn away
It's only then I feel the weight of my mistakes

How was I, so blind to miss you, crumbling inside?
Is it too late now to fix you? Let me make it right
'Cause there'll be no sun on Sunday
No reason for words to rhyme
'Cause if you're bleeding, so am I

And if I cut you
If I bruise you
Then the scars are always mine
'Cause I love you
So to lose you
Would be worse than if I died

How was I, so blind to miss you, crumbling inside?
Is it too late now to fix you? Let me make it right
'Cause there'll be no sun on Sunday
No reason for words to rhyme
'Cause if you're bleeding, so am I

Sun on Sunday...Song by James Blunt

Rolling Stones

Sometimes I feel I’m going nowhere
Sometimes I’m sure I never will
She said it’s ‘cos I’m always moving
I never notice ‘cos I never stand still

Sometimes I feel like I’m falling
Falling fast and falling free
She said my darling you’re not falling
Always looked like you were flying to me

But I fear I’ve grown a rolling stone inside of me
She said oh don’t you know
The rolling stones stop at the sea
And that’s where I’ll be

Sometimes I’m sure I know no one
A thousand faces but no names
She said my love you do know someone
Oh and i know you back just the same

But I’m scared I said, what if this stone don’t slow down
Oh just be aware she said
What goes up will come down
And when you do I’ll be around

Oh when I’ve dragged this rolling stone across this land
I’ll make sure I leave this stone in her hand
For we both know too well the rolling stones turn in to sand
If they don’t find a place to stand

Home-passenger

"Home"

They say home is where the heart is
But my heart is wild and free
So am I homeless or just heartless
Did I start this, did it start me
They say fear is for the brave
For cowards never stare it in the eye
So am I fearless to be fearful
Does it take courage to learn how to cry

So many winding roads
So many miles to go

They say love is for the loving
And without love maybe nothing is real
So am I loveless do I just love less
Oh since love left I've nothing left to feel

So many winding roads
So many miles to go

When I start feeling sick of it all
It helps to remember I'm a brick in the wall
That runs down from the hillside to the sea
And when I start feeling that it's gone to far
I lie on my back and stare up at the stars
And wonder if they're staring back at me

When I start feeling sick of it all
It helps to remember I'm a brick in the wall
That runs down from the hillside to the sea
Yeah when I start feeling that it's gone to far
I lie on my back and stare up at the stars
And wonder if they're staring back at me

Oh when I start feeling sick of it all
It helps to remember I'm a brick in the wall
That runs down from the hillside to the sea
Yeah when I start feeling that it's gone to far
I lie on my back and stare up at the stars
And wonder if they're staring back at me

Oh when I start feeling sick of it all
It helps to remember I'm a brick in the wall
That runs down from the hillside to the sea
Oh when I start feeling that it's gone to far
I lie on my back and stare up at the stars
And wonder if they're staring back at me

Everything

When you got nothing
Freewheeling and free falling you go
When you've got nothing you've got something to prove
Then you get something
Something that you've always dreamed about

When you've got something you've got something to lose
They'll take everything
They'll take your spark they'll take everything
They'll break your heart they'll take everything
Ahh 'cause nothings ever something
Until you lose everything
For a while you've got everything
You're flying high you don't wanna come down
But something stirs down in your soul 'cause everything is nothing 'til you've got
Somebody to share it with
Somebody to have somebody to hold
Give them everything
Give them light and dark give them everything
Give them all your heart give them everything
Yeah 'cause nothings ever something
Until you give everything

'Cause nothing lasts forever
Yeah but some things they never change
You know that anything is better
If you've got love, you've got everything
You've got everything
Ahh everything
Ahh everything
Ahh everything
Yeah 'cause nothing's ever something
Until you give everything

शायद

ख़त्म सी हो गई है उम्मीद और थक के हार से गया हूँ अब । शायद यही हो सकता था हर कोशिश के बाद।

अब और क्या करूँगा मैं, ज़िन्दगी को एक नया रूख़ मिलेगा तेरे चले जाने के बाद, शायद।

देखेंगे अगर आगये काम किसी के तो, वरना कुछ तो कर ही गुज़रेंगे हम भी, बेहतर भी शायद।

कैसे ख़ारिज कर दिया तूने मेरी हर कोशिश को, और नाकाम रह कर मैं बस लिख ही सका दर्द बयां करने में, शायद।

शायद ऐसा भी हो सकता है कि तुझे तरस आये मुझ पर, और शायद ये भी हो कि तूने और ज़्यादा कोशिश की उम्मीद की थी मुझसे, शायद।

your originality is all you can be !

I am a procrastinator. I do things almost in the end moments and that's when I feel so engaged and engrossed in the work. It may not work for you. I don't know good or bad about it but I know one thing that, "... this is me" and let me put it this way

truth uttered and also unspoken

There are things unspoken which stand true...things that are good to know but even if not revealed still better coz gives you more reasons to love.
It is also good not to say the whole thing because what are you left with otherwise! Sometimes it's wise not to give away everything that you hold inside and if these are words... not saying any of it pays you off...It wins you some people and also helps sometimes to let some people go off ... people that you can manage without ...
You can't be making sense to all the people ...May be your truth doesn't matter to them...Which is fine coz sometimes someone else's truth doesn't matter to you...
I'm drinking everyday (these days) that's one truth about me...Some don't give a damn about it and some feel bad...Out of the people who feel bad there are some genuinely interested in me and some don't give a fuck at all...
Live and let live...