when i was in pithoragarh, i thought...

I sit here today looking at the Lights in the houses, on the streets coming up one after the other... houses located encircling the little field down there... and so are the encircling roads in here... cars moving seems like blood viens to this small. Mountains all around standing tall and wide...
I started to think as I sit alone on this rooftop that...
-life is too short to explore more and more in this world
-its people, places, nature, music and food that makes you fall in love genuinely
-but nothing better than having your beloved by your side (as I see my people so happy and free - Dimpy and Shobhu) I love the way they relate to each other ...full of life
-no matter what life has on the other side (worries, tensions, sadness or anger) enjoy this moment because it is never ever gonna repeat itself... even if you come again...
-Love someone madly...like crazy... thats all you can offer to people... nothing otherwise has brought you in the world while you were born, nothing other than love is that you can carry or leave with people when you go away
-if you have loved that's enough... even though we all need to be loved too, but it's fine because you did... and if you didn't get it in return it maybe because they couldn't get you through their mind... they found it difficult to container so much love... and maybe it didn't belong to them...but you love...don't hold it back...

And finally...I think...
I'm here today and tomorrow... then I'll be somewhere else...It is amazing...Carry in the best that you can... Love...For people, places, nature, music and food...

I've never seen a lazy man...

I’ve never seen a lazy man;
I’ve seen a man who never ran
while I watched him, and I’ve seen
a man who sometimes slept between
lunch and dinner, and who’d stay
at home upon a rainy day,
but he was not a lazy man.
Before you call me crazy,
think, was he a lazy man or
did he just do things we label “lazy”?

I’ve never seen a stupid kid;
I’ve seen a kid who sometimes did
things I didn’t understand
or things in ways I hadn’t planned;
I’ve seen a kid who hadn’t seen
the same places where I had been,
but he was not a stupid kid.
Before you call him stupid,
think, was he a stupid kid or did he
just know different things than you did?

I’ve looked as hard as I can look
but never ever seen a cook;
I saw a person who combined
ingredients on which we dined,
A person who turned on the heat
and watched the stove that cook the meat –
I saw those things but not a cook.
Tell me when you’re looking,
is it a cook you see or is it someone
doing things that we call cooking?

What some of us call lazy
some call tired or easy-going,
what some of us call stupid
some just call a different knowing,
so I’ve come to the conclusion,
it will save us all confusion
if we don’t mix up what we can see
with what is our opinion.
Because you may, I want to say also;
I know that’s only my opinion.

By Ruth Bebermeyer

Said it exactly as it is now...!

A silent tear
An empty smile,
So insincerely, but so gently in denial
And me the thief
So selfishly
All the moments meant for you, I made them mine

How was I, so blind to miss you, crumbling inside?
Is it too late now to fix you? Let me make it right!
'Cause there'll be no sun on Sunday
No reason for words to rhyme
'Cause if you're bleeding, so am I

A wishful look
A hesitate,
You're hoping I will notice that you're not OK
And me a fool
You turn away
It's only then I feel the weight of my mistakes

How was I, so blind to miss you, crumbling inside?
Is it too late now to fix you? Let me make it right
'Cause there'll be no sun on Sunday
No reason for words to rhyme
'Cause if you're bleeding, so am I

And if I cut you
If I bruise you
Then the scars are always mine
'Cause I love you
So to lose you
Would be worse than if I died

How was I, so blind to miss you, crumbling inside?
Is it too late now to fix you? Let me make it right
'Cause there'll be no sun on Sunday
No reason for words to rhyme
'Cause if you're bleeding, so am I

Sun on Sunday...Song by James Blunt

Rolling Stones

Sometimes I feel I’m going nowhere
Sometimes I’m sure I never will
She said it’s ‘cos I’m always moving
I never notice ‘cos I never stand still

Sometimes I feel like I’m falling
Falling fast and falling free
She said my darling you’re not falling
Always looked like you were flying to me

But I fear I’ve grown a rolling stone inside of me
She said oh don’t you know
The rolling stones stop at the sea
And that’s where I’ll be

Sometimes I’m sure I know no one
A thousand faces but no names
She said my love you do know someone
Oh and i know you back just the same

But I’m scared I said, what if this stone don’t slow down
Oh just be aware she said
What goes up will come down
And when you do I’ll be around

Oh when I’ve dragged this rolling stone across this land
I’ll make sure I leave this stone in her hand
For we both know too well the rolling stones turn in to sand
If they don’t find a place to stand

Home-passenger

"Home"

They say home is where the heart is
But my heart is wild and free
So am I homeless or just heartless
Did I start this, did it start me
They say fear is for the brave
For cowards never stare it in the eye
So am I fearless to be fearful
Does it take courage to learn how to cry

So many winding roads
So many miles to go

They say love is for the loving
And without love maybe nothing is real
So am I loveless do I just love less
Oh since love left I've nothing left to feel

So many winding roads
So many miles to go

When I start feeling sick of it all
It helps to remember I'm a brick in the wall
That runs down from the hillside to the sea
And when I start feeling that it's gone to far
I lie on my back and stare up at the stars
And wonder if they're staring back at me

When I start feeling sick of it all
It helps to remember I'm a brick in the wall
That runs down from the hillside to the sea
Yeah when I start feeling that it's gone to far
I lie on my back and stare up at the stars
And wonder if they're staring back at me

Oh when I start feeling sick of it all
It helps to remember I'm a brick in the wall
That runs down from the hillside to the sea
Yeah when I start feeling that it's gone to far
I lie on my back and stare up at the stars
And wonder if they're staring back at me

Oh when I start feeling sick of it all
It helps to remember I'm a brick in the wall
That runs down from the hillside to the sea
Oh when I start feeling that it's gone to far
I lie on my back and stare up at the stars
And wonder if they're staring back at me

Everything

When you got nothing
Freewheeling and free falling you go
When you've got nothing you've got something to prove
Then you get something
Something that you've always dreamed about

When you've got something you've got something to lose
They'll take everything
They'll take your spark they'll take everything
They'll break your heart they'll take everything
Ahh 'cause nothings ever something
Until you lose everything
For a while you've got everything
You're flying high you don't wanna come down
But something stirs down in your soul 'cause everything is nothing 'til you've got
Somebody to share it with
Somebody to have somebody to hold
Give them everything
Give them light and dark give them everything
Give them all your heart give them everything
Yeah 'cause nothings ever something
Until you give everything

'Cause nothing lasts forever
Yeah but some things they never change
You know that anything is better
If you've got love, you've got everything
You've got everything
Ahh everything
Ahh everything
Ahh everything
Yeah 'cause nothing's ever something
Until you give everything

शायद

ख़त्म सी हो गई है उम्मीद और थक के हार से गया हूँ अब । शायद यही हो सकता था हर कोशिश के बाद।

अब और क्या करूँगा मैं, ज़िन्दगी को एक नया रूख़ मिलेगा तेरे चले जाने के बाद, शायद।

देखेंगे अगर आगये काम किसी के तो, वरना कुछ तो कर ही गुज़रेंगे हम भी, बेहतर भी शायद।

कैसे ख़ारिज कर दिया तूने मेरी हर कोशिश को, और नाकाम रह कर मैं बस लिख ही सका दर्द बयां करने में, शायद।

शायद ऐसा भी हो सकता है कि तुझे तरस आये मुझ पर, और शायद ये भी हो कि तूने और ज़्यादा कोशिश की उम्मीद की थी मुझसे, शायद।